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In honor of National Science Fiction Day / Asimov's Birthday there is a limerick contest happening on Michael Swanwick's blog.

I grew up living on spaceships made of words (when I was traveling away from Arda, that is.) My mother used to worry that the weight of my bookshelves would have me waking up in the basement some cold morning.

I wanted SO MUCH to have the kind of access people in the stories had - information at your fingertips, books that could travel with you in bulk, friends all over the universe...

Now, I am sitting in a recliner with my laptop programing the kindle Jim got me for Yul, sharing the process with friends at all planetary points. It's my past that seems unreal to me now. Here's my limerick:

SF fans know the real race for space
was to keep all your books in their place.
Now, when bookshelf space dwindles
we fill up our kindles -
(I still keep my books - just in case)

writer meme

Aug. 7th, 2011 01:54 am
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I found out from [ profile] lindahoyland's test that you could actually get Tolkien as an answer on the writer quiz. I went back, determined to run everything I had through the engine till it told me I had a winner.

I got LeGuin twice more, then Neil Gaiman 4 times in a row. *G*

I finally got my Tolkien badge - for Slouching Toward Gondolin!

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This symbol was vast in my heart for the last two days.
The photo is of Dylan Thomas.

Ace of Wands

using creative force, inventing a better way, expanding your potential, opening to greater possibilities, conceiving a dream, expressing yourself, stimulating your imagination, allowing a talent to unfold

showing enthusiasm, creating an aura of excitement, inspiring others, believing in yourself, having faith in your path, proceeding with courage, going beyond your limits, facing your fears
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I found this link to Things Other People Accomplished When They Were Your Age at Cruisedirectors. Skipping over the invention of the guillotin, it says "The Marquis de Sade, imprisoned for much of his life, wrote the novel Justine". As a new writer, I intend to take this as a good sign....

-- fileg, the Pollyanna of Polyamory...


Nov. 4th, 2003 02:52 am
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I was up all night finishing up a draft to see if I had written a story, and sending it off to a few wonderful people who offered to Beta the beast with no more information than that. It is getting mixed reviews in feedback, but it seems to be swinging the vote toward working out the bugs. I need to let it sit for a few days now.

I slept a few hours in the middle of the day, and thought I would catch up to my mail and maybe (maybe) write in a different place. But Chris called and kidnapped me to dinner, and is now sleeping on the couch so we can go off adventuring tomorrow.

We have been collecting images for the found tarot for years, and had some great if sometimes dissimilar ideas and images. My posting cards has encouraged her to look for the box where she kept hers - its gone. Possible a casualty of one of the many moves she made for awhile, possibly a slightly more unhappy circumstance. But gone, all the same.

Tomorrow we are going to set off in search of cards. posters and photos, and see what we come home with.
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I have been bashing a small piece of fiction around. It is one of those nights when every time I try to write it, I am pulled away with the desire to write something else - (pulled this time into yet another Faramir story... or perhaps two. Cruisedirector, I blame you...) Trouble is, Faramir likes to get his own way, and he has had me wrapped around those beautiful bowman's fingers of his for nearly fourty years. I woke with his voice ringing in my head, singing me a Richard Thompson song:

When the stone is grown too cold to kneel
In crystal waters I'll be bound
Cold as stone weary to the sounds upon the wheel

When the fire is grown too fierce to breathe
In burning irons I'll be bound
Fierce as fire weary to the sound upon the wheel

Bad enough -- but I am sharing the rest of my brain with Denethor. (They do not make good company for each other!) Dad is concerned that I never wrote the last poem in his series. Chris, I blame this part on you, because I know you want to use it in your banner story follow up. Make it stop, will you? The story I am supposed to be finishing is at your instigation, after all!

Do I write too many Faramir stories?

Rave On

Nov. 2nd, 2003 04:27 am
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Julia sent me a link to a writing course that is asking for 100 word entries to test your suitability. I don't think I want to take this kind of course, but a drabble is a drabble and the veil between the worlds was thin last night:

It’s a rainy February night. I sit pressed to the window as the Studebaker carries us aimlessly through the twilight. My mother is singing, hoping I will go to sleep, but willing to keep driving and singing if I don’t. The hum of the motor is the instrument she plays for me. “Rave on,” she sings, “and tell me not to be lonely…”

Now she is the one who sleeps. My family frowns as I say goodbye. “Rave on,” I sing as they close the lid, “Rave on with me…” wishing they would drive around the cemetery one more time.

This vision came to me partly through the Big Daddy version of Sergeant Pepper. Do you know their music? They do these incredibly strange and wonderfully subtle 50's do-wop covers of modern songs.

I come at this music with a great love for the 50's side of the coin, and usually I am left helpless with laughter. Cutting Their Own Groove has a version of Nothing Compares 2 U in the style of Little Richard that is mindbending, and there is a cover of Welcome to The Jungle done to The Lion Sleeps Tonight that is beyond brilliant.

Sergeant Pepper reproduces the Beatle's album in order, with amazing musical intrusions. The Great Balls of Fire version of Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds leaves me gasping for breath. But A Day In The Life opens with Buddy Holly's music. As soon as it starts, I flash to the accident I know is coming in the closing chords. It seems very immediate and real- like it had just happened to me for the first time. My mother's face, the broadcast on the radio - I was very young when Buddy died, and before this was released, I didn't know I remembered it that clearly. But I am pulled almost bodily into the past.

(I do occasionally have a little trouble about being spastic in time anyway, but usually when I get trapped, I end up being drawn back into the 1960's and all the lunacy and joy that goes with that. I try to re-live the 60's sometimes with Jim, who somehow seems to have missed them. Jim and Lee try to gift me with the 70's, knowing I slept through them on purpose, leaving a note that said "Wake me when Disco is Dead. " But so far I have managed to resist nearly everything except Brian Ferry and Roxy Music)

Then suddenly, there I am: single digits old, crying for Buddy Holly as though that pain were new, unable to explain that I am smelling wet lilacs in the dark, wishing you could wear a storm, trying to pull the rain up over my head like a sheet of silver silk, wanting my grandfather to come and take my hand. I have no idea why it happened. I will never stop being amazed at what music can do to you when you're not looking. I guess I'll never really know where all that emotion came from- sometimes the heart just needs to overflow. And, to be fair, I am much more likely to be overcome with a sudden, formless joy; the urge to "follow my bliss," so I suppose I was just marking the wheel as it turns in my heart.

Actually, I've been thinking about my mother all day, wondering how she ever managed to raise me. I must have seemed like a being from another planet to her. God knows I did to the rest of the family.

My mother had a changeling to cope with, some abyssal pelagic seasoul that crawled up and possessed the body of her first born; never at home except in the ocean, never sure what ocean I was seeking. But in the end, all that seemed to matter to her was that we loved each other. It didn't matter whether she understood what I was, she understood that I was. I don't think she would have blinked an eye to find out her baby had been switched in the intergalactic waiting room. She looked at my face and she saw my grandmother, and my great grandmother, and she loved me. I think about that now when I look in the mirror and see her.

How can you ever know what your children need? She couldn't have had a clue about what else to give me, but she knew she didn't know, and she gave me what she could and never held me back. I didn't turn out to be brave, but that wasn't her fault. She took me into the ocean before I could walk. She drove me around the dark streets of the nineteen-fifties night after night, knowing only that the sound of the wheels and the sense of being in motion made me feel safe enough to sleep. She gave me the gift of music, singing to me in all my earliest memories. She taught me to read, and then never tried to stop me, no matter what I read. Then, when the pages of books had become my wings, she held me up to the open window and let me fly. And so, all my life, the written word has been my sacrament, and the word set to music my only recreational drug.


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